Thursday, June 15, 2006
going on 21...

I'll be turning 21.
Moving into a new chapter of my life's journey.

It's exactly 4 more weeks to my birthday
and I have still got no idea what i'm going to do on that day.

Should I take leave on that day?
And do what?
My friends will be in school or at work.
So will my parents and brother.
My boyfriend will be in Tekong.

GREAT!

But I don't want to come to work either.
I don't want to look at files on my birthday.
I don't want to meet irritating applicants.
I sure don't want them to spoil my day.

I want to do something special and exciting.
Maybe something I have never done before.

I think I would go to Sentosa
tan in my bikini and read a book (and maybe meet a nice beach hunk)
play the luge all by myself.

Then head down to Ochard and splurge a little.
It's going to be my 21st...
I think I should get myself a big present.

Then meet a friend/friends/whoever who wants to have dinner with me.

But I don't like being alone.
I'm afraid of loneliness.
I want to have some time alone, do some things all by myself.
But i think i'll get bored after awhile and wish i had some company.
Then i'd probably become moody.

nah nah...
not going to work.
I need to think of something else.

Maybe I could take another short holiday.
Spend my birthday on some exotic island.
Now who would like to sponsor me?
and who would like to go with me?
I think i've taken to many off days in July already.

Another idea out the window.

bah...

tataz...
till i think of something else.