Saturday, June 03, 2006
Surprise Surprise...

he didn't want to meet me becoz
he had to feed and play with his pet lovebirds
all day.
WTH!
i knew he was hiding something from me...

he said he was angry but i was clueless as to what i did wrong.
no more coming over and no more gifts.
what was that supposed to mean?
i started getting paranoid
and all that came to mind were the worst case scenarios.
i was really afraid and i was really hurt.
he never send me messages like that before.

my heart was racing.
i picked up the phone and dialed his number.
he just gave me directions to go to 'our place'
where he left me a message.
and he told me he was not there.
that's all... nothing more.

what was it...
why can't he tell me personally?
since he has come all the way here
why did he have to leave the message there and not talk to me?
i was still having negative thoughts.

i left my house to go to 'our place'.
and i saw something on the shoe rack outside my flat.
that looks familiar but does not belong to anyone in my family.

it's a... a pair of Birkies!

i took it out and saw how gigantic it was.
but i put them on nevertheless.
as i expected, they were very much oversize.
i put the birkies back and wore my slippers
and rush to 'our place'.

seeing the birkies lifted a little of the pressure off me.
but i was not entirely sure this is going to be good.
is he there at 'our place' or is he not?

as i approached 'our place',
i was half expecting him to be there and half wishing he was there.
but no... he was not.
there's only the birkies paperbag and shoe box.

he left just like that...
he came all the way here and didn't even bothered to see me...
no more gifts? so is this the last one?
to say goodbye?

the tears i was holding back came rolling down again
i was crying for the 3rd time today.

i called him again.
this time he sounded usual.
he said it was supposed to be a surprise.
that he didn't want me to suspect that he was getting me birkies.
and he left before i could see him because he wanted to prove that...
that's between us.
he said he'll come back after i told him to.

okay i did say that i prefer surprises.
and that he should give me no clues when he is getting me stuff.
coz he is really bad at clues.
whether it's giving them or guessing them.
usually when he say that he has a surprise for me,
i'd already know what he's getting me.

but baby... a surprise isn't supposed to work this way.
you don't make me sad the whole day and hurt me that way...
anyway you are forgiven. hehe...=)

well... i knew he was hiding something from me.
i'm just glad my nightmare was just a nightmare.
and it was a pleasant thing that he was hiding...

he came back for me and we went to back to Birkenstock
to have my sandals changed to a size that actually fits.
they don't have the one that i like or the one he got me in my size.
[he got me Florida Gd Party]
so i had to choose something else...
and i can't find any that i really like...
i still like my flowers... the Gd Party pattern.

i ended up with my Gd Party pattern in Gizeh.



I love it baby! thank you!

and you really don't have to spoil me like that...=)

btw, i just saw this on the internet...



ENGLISH ROSES!!!
MY FAVOURITE!!!
it's called Poetry.
nice name too huh?

Uh-hum... if anybody else wants to get me birkies... ya know.