Wednesday, January 31, 2007
fab feb?

February will be here in a couple of hours time.
It will probably already be February by the time this post is published.

The month that'll bring along with it the new journey and the old memories. Just in case I don't have time for another entry, this will pretty much summarise all the happenings of February that holds a special place in my heart.

Feb 4th: Last year on this very day, my dream guy told me he missed my voice and hearing it would be his best birthday presie. *biggie grin* although i very well know it's entirely bullcrap. Every year, on or about this day, he'll call and say the sweetest thing. Perhaps in hope for a big birthday present... which never come his way despite him being my dream guy. Poor thing. We'll see what happens this year.

Feb 8th: Like YY said, hantu introduced us. Hah. And also brought the Seasons a little closer. Well, and February 8th will always be a Haunting day... one the Seasons will probably never forget. I think it was also the day my Seasons first heard me swear... also because of the hantu.

Besides the Hantu story, it was also the beginning of my little love story. The whole breaking of nail and losing of heart story. For more details, refer to post published in October 2006... repitition is so not necessary.

Feb 11th: Which baby popped out on this day 22 years ago ar? Who ar? Who? =p

Feb 13th: Flying off at 8.15p.m. by Qantas to Melbourne (where i'll be transferring to another flight into Tassy). [if you're planning to come see me off, please be at the airport by 7p.m. - if you just wanna take a picture with me and say goodbye] I have never done this transit thing before but i think it'll be fun. It's gonna be more fun when I come back... alone at Sydney airport. Wee!

Feb 14th: I'll touch down in Tassy... and miss home.

The next half of February will be unfolded in another entry when I'm all settled in Tassy and when my parents return home and I'm left all alone with nothing else to do.

I have started packing but I can never seem to get it done. Every piece of clothing seems to be a must-bring and same goes for bags and shoes as well. In fact, I think it goes for just about everything. If I can, I would bring the TV and the fridge(including everything in it) and perhaps my entire house too. My parents are going with me so that means more luggage space but still ain't enough. I would have to say that I'm much luckier than many others though.

Being at home since I stopped work has allowed me unlimited time to ponder about certain things. I wouldn't exactly say it's good. I have pulled out all the KIV-ed emotions and thoughts out to review them again. Realised just what and how much I've been supressing all this while. Realised how much I still care and how much it still matters. Wonder why. Not healthy. Then again, I've always cared since 8th Feb 03 and I probably always will. All other circumstances need not matter.

I also realised how boredom kills. I've never felt so bored. I get tired just doing nothing.

It's late and it's February and I'm starting to get emo and I'm starting to crap so it's probably time i say goodnight.

Good night.