Thursday, February 01, 2007
to nokk

This entry is specially dedicated to a dear friend (hereinafter known as "Nokk"). [how uncreative of me but i hope you don't mind.]
One who bothers to read my blog and sometimes wonder if i'm talking about him in my entries. Well, this time I am. This one's for you.

He makes me smile and makes sure i enjoy myself everytime we're out together. Everything is planned out nicely from where we will be going and what we will be doing to where we will be dining. Most of the time, it's out of the norm and all the time, i like what's planned.

I get to see places in little Singapore that I never quite knew existed. I do things I never knew I could. I didn't know I could have so much fun.

I love going out to take pictures of pretty things and i love candid pictures of me. Going out with Nokk also almost always mean I can just be myself and let my hair down... simply have fun because he'll never judge me. Actually, sometimes he does, but he'll take time to listen me out. However, at times it gets misinterpreted. Sometimes he talks too much but 'Whatever' always shuts him up. How can i live without that word... besides of course my "dot dot dot" to which he never knows how to reply. Simply, "dot dot dot" usually means *roll eyes*. There really isn't a reply to that... you just get on with the convo.

Sometimes he scares me when he seems to know more about me than i know about myself. He remembers the details, the things i do and the things i say. Can get a little too much at times when i have to watch what i say.

Nokk cares and i know that. I've been mean at times or perhaps most of the time. Sometimes even on purpose. But nothing much seems to have changed. He still cares. He's sensitive to my every reaction and makes everything alright.

Sometimes i adore him and sometimes i don't. Most of the time i hurt him and i apologise.

i'm sorry if i've let you down again but i would like to thank you for giving me many truly happy moments.

Nokk is a friend who means much. A friend i'd like to keep for long. A friend. =)